Okay so I am on day 3 and have not had a wink of sleep. My legs and my feet are really achy and hurting. I went off of all my meds so it's really bad now. I have RLS to begin with. I tried to go back to sleep earlier but couldn't. Then I decided to f it and got up took a shower, got dressed, put on tennis shoes, ouch! Started to do housework, laundry etc. When all hell broke loose. I started to feel again, and I don't like it. I looked in the mirror and did not even regognize myself. I had three surgeries last year and my ex broke up with me because I just wasn't getting any better. Well that was in October, why the heck can't I stop thinking about it. It's ridiculous! Anyways the crying spell is over, but I know if I had some pills I would have taken a whole mouth full. Does anyone know when we start to get over all these emotions coming back?