Its time to scoop you up and make you better.... Day one huh??? Are you gonna make the call or are you gonna stick it out?? I am not trying to be harsh.. just dishing out the tough love..
You know i love you..
And I'll dish out the tough truth I feel this moment. Hell yes I'm going to make the call. Or do I just sit here in my bathrobe all day?? I mean I can't go without them, just ain't happening. I am either alive on pills, or dead without.
good luck sweetie I feel for ya....I CAN RELATE
Ok.. i was just checking to see where you were at with it.. I am worried about you thats all..
why are you sorry??? you don't have anything to be sorry for...
This isn't drugs today. Well it is everyday, I know. But I am just SO SAD I can't stand reading these posts about happy successful people. I am jealous and hurting. I guess I expect there shouldn't be this much pain in my life, I knkow others have it so much worse. Regretfully, here I go down the pity path.
I am withya on that path....my word of the week is jealous
I have pity parties too, and I dont express them alot here....cuz I always think Im such a downer..about it all..in a way its lieing to myself and others..
I just get by thru the day....thats it
Funny, I had a dream about my ex the other day...he wanted me back and I wanted to have a baby...Who ****** up that was...Thank goodness its only a dream..and one I would not make real if my life depended on it..I wonder if it did in my dream lol I had to share that
Hang in there hunny, Im here for you whenver you need me!!
I wish i could stay and chat but I gotta go to work...I am running late.. I will catch up with you tonight when i get home..
LUVYA
hey creek im new here i see u in the forum often.what are u taking and for how long? nichole
Hey girl....I just sent you an email before I saw this post! I'm sorry 'cause I know how shitty day 1 is! I'm not going to be a cheerleader today....I know that is probably the last thing you want to hear! Just know that we're here for ya ans always! Get through one minute at a time!
I'm praying hard for you!
Marcie
Wecome. I have been on the forum about 4 plus months. I am a junkie. My drug of choice right now is vics and soma. I had surgery...all legit at one point, now I search the street because what I get presribed for a month lasts about 5 days. To be honest I think I have been addicted to some substance since I was 13. So when I say it's vics it really isn't that at all. It's my life. I have been this way forever.
I found this forum and promised only one thing. To tell the truth and it was the first place I said "I AM AN ADDICT" and my life is out of control. I have HUGE honesty issues, but learned here we are all pretty good tap dancers and liars. That comes with being an addict and isn't necesarily a character flaw.
I have also learned you can come here with pain or freedom and you make a difference.
check one two, I am not being able to post:(