You are not a loser. I called myself that yesterday and had to have someone tell me otherwise. You are a human, you are an addict but that doesn't make you a loser. You do add to this forum and it helps to have you here, so please stick around.
You are definitely not a loser, you are an addict. We have all been there, I myself am stuggling over when I will quit. I know I want to and need to I just have to decide when. Keep your chin up and keep posting. you belong here just as much as anyone else. Read my post below under help. I had a few words for you there. Good luck
peete