Today was a good day, lets see what tomarrow is...

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Yesterday I was in complete depression and today much better (haven't taken anything, today is day 2) I was a little spacey and more anxiety than usual, anxious a bit, and not to much motivation, but not so bad...I went from an 80mg oxy a day started subetex (self medicated) last fri or thurs? and slipped sun. I only took 1 1/2 subetex total and have a half left , but since I have to work tomarrow I held on to it. Also took clonidine...I'm hoping this is the beging of the end for me and wish the same for all of you...No one knows me 1 bit, but have been very kind to me and I thank you all and hope, but nothing then the best...

shelby74 · Answer

No one knows anyone when they come here but everyone is welcome!  Congratualtions on staying clean this long!  I know it's hard to work while trying to get sober but it is not impossible.  I am on Day 8 and have been working - and I went cold turkey.  It is a bad thing to have to go through but I never plan on doing this again.  I think mind set is key too.  I used to stop because I could not steal anymore from my husband.  I was always careful - if he would notice then there went my supply completely - of course as an addict that is the scariest thought.  I am doing it for me this time and my family.  

I wish you all the best!

Shelby

PillsAreHell · Answer

Never talked to you but good luck!

Today was a good day, lets see what tomarrow is...

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