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KTodd
I am happy to hear from you my dear. Yes, I am in a pretty good mood today. It seems that not too many of us had a good weekend. I had a busy, yet fun filled weekend, that ended not to great. I dreamt of OXy's saturday night, and wanted to call my dealer so badly last night. I figured that since I was 27 days clean, that if I took a little piece of an 80mg pill, I would feel good and not have to go through W./D cause it was all out of my system anyway, and it would be like when I first started. I could take a pill and not go through W/D as I wasn't addicted yet.
I debated with myself for over two hours. The outcome, I didn't do it. ANd that is why I am in a good mood. I was proud of myself. Gosh, it doens't go as you'd like, sometimes...But Hopefully, I can stay strong in my recovery. And I wish the same for you and all of my friends here.
I am sorry to hear that you aren't sleeping well. I wonder if Ambien could help you or maybe the Melatonin? Keep me posted, please.
xoxoxo, Take Care Todd....
Lisa
I debated with myself for over two hours. The outcome, I didn't do it. ANd that is why I am in a good mood. I was proud of myself. Gosh, it doens't go as you'd like, sometimes...But Hopefully, I can stay strong in my recovery. And I wish the same for you and all of my friends here.
I am sorry to hear that you aren't sleeping well. I wonder if Ambien could help you or maybe the Melatonin? Keep me posted, please.
xoxoxo, Take Care Todd....
Lisa
Well,
I just got hit with a slammer, my doc cancelled my appt. and I can not see him for 2 weeks, and I have quit phenobarbital, Ambien, and down to 3 Hydro's a day - and the only thing that was helping my anxiety was the Valium, and now.....I will be without!
Quiting 2 drugs at once has been hard enough, now I have no idea what in the world to do now!
Except the only best thing I know that works: CRY OUT TO JESUS!
Man everybody is getting hit hard today for some reason....why is it so hard, when people try to do the right thing in life? It's like paddling upsteam, and swinging swords to do what is right? I do not get this corrupt world!
Tim, Lucy, Shelby, Lisa - One Big AMEN on what you said! - Yes, I am back 100% - For just as much, we all need each others support, and that what makes it a winning battle, with love and support, along with the good help of God!!!
All of you are way to wonderful!!!!
I have to take a little walk, and pray on this one....who is more powerful, the One who created us and all of the heavens and earth, or drugs?...
Does anyone want to the true formula to breaking free of your bondage....
God's Loving Grace, through our Faith = VICTORY!!!!!
God Bless and Love to all of You!
Your loving friend,
Todd
I just got hit with a slammer, my doc cancelled my appt. and I can not see him for 2 weeks, and I have quit phenobarbital, Ambien, and down to 3 Hydro's a day - and the only thing that was helping my anxiety was the Valium, and now.....I will be without!
Quiting 2 drugs at once has been hard enough, now I have no idea what in the world to do now!
Except the only best thing I know that works: CRY OUT TO JESUS!
Man everybody is getting hit hard today for some reason....why is it so hard, when people try to do the right thing in life? It's like paddling upsteam, and swinging swords to do what is right? I do not get this corrupt world!
Tim, Lucy, Shelby, Lisa - One Big AMEN on what you said! - Yes, I am back 100% - For just as much, we all need each others support, and that what makes it a winning battle, with love and support, along with the good help of God!!!
All of you are way to wonderful!!!!
I have to take a little walk, and pray on this one....who is more powerful, the One who created us and all of the heavens and earth, or drugs?...
Does anyone want to the true formula to breaking free of your bondage....
God's Loving Grace, through our Faith = VICTORY!!!!!
God Bless and Love to all of You!
Your loving friend,
Todd
Oh Gosh, I am so sorry Todd, I guess I didn't read that right. I have been told that Ambein is something to come off of. My Dr. Gave it to me when my husband died. I was afraid of getting addicted to it, so I only took it when I really needed it,,,,lol...which was every other night. But I was ok, I broke them in half.
Good luck to you my dear....Sorry for the confusion...
xoxo, Lisa
Good luck to you my dear....Sorry for the confusion...
xoxo, Lisa
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