Todd, Shelby, Marca, Yodes, Tim, and all who helped me..

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thank you all so very much for helping me yesterday. I am still very dissappointed with myself...but have to get over it. I have to start fresh and move on. I am so tired now..and i am sure that is why..but I did it to myself. 

Anyone, I have come to realize that the help of you all is hwat gets me through this...all the ups and downs. I love you all and the advice you give me. Thank you all so much...

Love, Lisa

lonote · Answer

Tell me what happened yerterday. I'm not being nosey,my son came home from the navy and the party was here. I messed up. First acouple days ago. I really am struggling, maybe we can concole eachother.        cathy

liscamdave · Answer

Hey Cathy...I wont be on long, so if u dont get a response...ill be back..

I caved in is what happened...UGH...I was so mad at myself. My dealer called and I accepted..I bought 1 80/mg oxy and cut it in four. I took 20mgs thurs night and 20mg fri morning and flushed the other half. Are you dissappointed in me.?  I am, in myself. I just have to try again.. 

Are you ok? What happened? Is there anything I can do? Please let me know...

xoxo, Lisa

Thank u Cathy......

lonote · Answer

Oh no Lisa I'm noone to get disapointed out here. The other night I took some somas with intentions of getting buzzed and last night with my son home for two weeks I tried a few perocetts, maybe to test the suboxone, but it was a 
waste.

TimH2 · Answer

We will make it through this and lucky we have each other. Don't be ashamed, I was and you all helped me get over it. We are only human and have taken these pills for a long time. It is going to take time to get over this. I pray for you all and consider you my friends. I never thought I would have friends on a computer. I used to laugh at people that went into chat rooms or met and got married. I feel so different now and can understand the friendships. 

Shelby-----my lovey dovey
Marca-----as nice as can be
Todd----a great friend and advisor
lonote----sweet and to the point
hopeless---funny and always lifts me up
tzt----soft and warm person with great advice
Fish----a man with integrity and warmth
Emma----kind and intelligent
Grievingwidow---strong,steady and kind
Alex---inspirational
Mangee---wise and strong


I am leaving some out because my brain is still fuzzy. You all have helped me through thick and thin. Everyone on this board has taught me something. I really am thankful that I know each and everyone on this board.

Tim

lonote · Answer

That is an awesome despription of us and very accurate. You sound on top of your s--- to me.

Yoda99 · Answer

You don't need to apologize for anything or even be disappointed in yourself.  What you did is what I call an "oops".  You took one pill and flushed the rest.  You were smart enough and strong enough to get back with the plan.  Stand tall, stand proud; you didn't fail.  You just had a little oops.
You're still a winner in my book,
Yoda

shelby74 · Answer

Hi honey!!

I have been so worried about you!  I am so sorry I did not have more time yesterday.  I am sooooooooo happy to see you today!  Did you buy a computer or what?? lol

Oh Lis you are going to get through this.  I tell you yesterday was **** for a lot of us!  I think Friday's are harder too because we work - and I am not sure we are in a condition yet to work.  I know physically we are feeling better - but there is so much other stuff we need to deal with.  We will get through it though - together - like always.  I have come to depend on you guys so much.  

What are you doing today sweetie?  Just relaxing?

Love you!

xoxoxox

shel

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