Anal rape

[PTSDsufferer7]

Hi i'm an 18 year old straight male.I was recently kidnapped by a stranger.He tried to rape me.I have no memories of him penetrating me i was completely conscious, i manged to escape and return home. There was no bleeding on my underwear and no semen traces.I did not experience pain my dad who is a doctor did a quick examination and did not see and any injuries,however the day after i felt slightly uncomfortable near my tailbone and rectal area,i do not know if it is anxiety or penetration. I suffer anxiety disorders and depression. The uncomfortableness felt cringy and urge to pass stool. Was it rape?

[EllaMari]

I very much doubt any sexual assault took place. Even if it did the physical symptoms would no longer be present. I wish you luck in therapy.

[PTSDsufferer7]

Hi today i want to a clinic the doctor told that it was too late for an examination.I'm also taking therapy and counselling.
Taken std test awaiting result.
My last question is tenesmus a sign of anal penetration?

[Deliamna]

Please go to ER im so sorry to hear you what happen to you and atleast go to police and report

[EllaMari]

Let me explain what I was referencing, I remember everything up to right before my assault happened and I have memories of everything after it was over. I also retained two 'snapshot' memories of the assault taking place but other than that I remember nothing. That being said it was very clear to me I had been assaulted - removed clothing, pain, bruises, seeing the person leave. Unless you have large chunks of time you cannot account for nothing happened to you.

[EllaMari]

I'm confused. If you didn't black out or have memory loss/unaccounted for time why are you asking if you were raped?

[PTSDsufferer7]

Is it possible to forget a thing like that?