Anal rape

[PTSDsufferer7]

Hi i'm an 18 year old straight male.I was recently kidnapped by a stranger.He tried to rape me.I have no memories of him penetrating me i was completely conscious, i manged to escape and return home. There was no bleeding on my underwear and no semen traces.I did not experience pain my dad who is a doctor did a quick examination and did not see and any injuries,however the day after i felt slightly uncomfortable near my tailbone and rectal area,i do not know if it is anxiety or penetration. I suffer anxiety disorders and depression. The uncomfortableness felt cringy and urge to pass stool. Was it rape?

[PTSDsufferer7]

Can you please elaborate on the therapeutic hypnosis thing,are you implying that i forgot certain aspects of the trauma?

[EllaMari]

*It doesn't matter in relation to what you should do next.* It obviously does matter to your health and well being. Sorry, I didn't complete my thought.

[EllaMari]

It will be impossible to say at this point if there was penetration or not. It really does not matter. You need to get a blood work up done for STDs. Then you need to file a police report for kidnapping and attempted rape. Then seek out a therapist. You don't need to have been penetrated to have long lasting emotional scars from this horrifying incident. You could also consider undergoing therapeutic hypnosis to determine what happened during your assault, but I would strongly suggest talking about that with a therapist first. As a survivor myself I opted not to do hypnosis because I would rather never know the details my brain blocked to protect me. This is totally up to you. Peace and best wishes as you sort through this.

[PTSDsufferer7]

It's too late for an E.R it has been nearly two month

[EllaMari]

Just go to the ER, file a report and have an official exam. This is not something to try and handle yourself.

[PTSDsufferer7]

what are symptoms of anal rape?