What is wrong with me??

[starfish1963]

I don't even feel human.  I cried the first day I signed up and I have so many tears stored up and I can't let them out.  I read about everyone being depressed and crying but I just can't.  Did the drugs mess with that part of my brain or what?  
I just went to the mail box and got my husbands life insurance policy and I can't even cry even if I wanted too.
God this is terrible.
Jesus bring the rain!

[alienshadow]

Hang in there it will GET better

[flmagi]

The tears will come...all in due time. Then you'll be posting about how to stop them. It's all part of the process and you may experiance some things earlier than others and some things later. It will come, be ready with the tissue boxes.

[starfish1963]

Thank you all.  I just want to let it all out but can't.  I'll wait on the Lord for His time is perfect and I know He is the One carring me through this valley.

[extrmeski]

My emotiions were a freaking yo-yo.  It was horrible with bouts of sever depression bawling my eyes out.  I'd be at work and have to go outside as I just started crying.  It goes away eventually.  It is normal!

[avisg]

Everyone seems to come off of this a bit different your emotions will kick back in .Mine came back and I was a big old basket case for a lew weeks I would cry at commercials anything then it leveled out ....

[enemy48]

Maybe your heart is at peace right now.  

Trust me, you'll have a big ole' cry soon for one reason or the other!  Hope it's happy tears though.

Love,
Pamela

[sadinmichigan]

The tears will come eventually and then you'll be wondering when you will ever stop. I have been told that it is cleansing for the soul. I have had those times in my life where i could not cry. It seemed to have been during some of the worst things. I wondered what was wrong with me too. I think I was numb and afraid to cry for fear i wouldn't stop. I am sorry your feeling so bad,I will definitley be saying a prayer for you. God Bless..Lisa

[starfish1963]

Thanks, I was feeling like a heatless person and I so desperatly want to get this out of my system and I just can't.  

[allaboutmary]

Everyone is different.  I did not cry during or after detox but my sister Magi could not stop. After about a month I started becoming very emotional. So maybe your like me and will have a delayed reaction. The drugs have screwed up our brains and will take time to heal.