I had been weighing the thought of undergoing brachytherapy. This is a process where they insert tiny radioactive seeds into the prostate in order to shrink and possibly eliminate the cancer there. I finally came to the decision that I will undergo the process. For the first three to six months I will be toxic and will avoid pregnant women and children as wll as avoiding any lengthy contact with others. This does not mean that I will not be here on this forum. As I consider you all my friends, I felt that as such you are entitled to know what is happening because this is what friends do. It is not life threatening and is merely another episode in my life. I might add that my prostate cancer is very slow growing and poses no threat to me at this time. However, due to the fact that this could change at any time, I am taking no chances. This process is not immediate and will happen some time in the near future. My inane and not so inane jokes will continue. The main reason that I have made this entry is in order to say that addiction is not the only thing that can disrupt everyday living. No matter were you go there is someone undergoing a change to their lives. The main thing is not to allow addiction, cancer or whatever to knock you down. There is always a tomorrow for all of us. We just have to reach out and grab it. So, put aside your self doubts and reach for what you think is impossible. We all have the strength and the willpower to overcome adversity no matter what and turn what we have doubted into reality. It's time to reach out and grab that golden ring.