Thank you for all your replies, I appreciate it very much. I guess when it rains it pours. Currently seeking a new job, which back then would of been remedied by vicodin, going through relationship issues, which also would of been remedied the same way. On top of some other financial issues. Ive craved them ever since i quit but I guess the cravings the last week or two have been so intense and frequent cause of my life currently that I finally needed somewhere to vent because nobody in my life truly understands what this is like. Exercise definitely helps, I'm actually a personal trainer (well, not currently, but by profession) and that has definitely contributed to keeping me somewhat grounded. Just tough times, very glad I found this community and all the helpful people and words on here. Thank you all.
Yes, the craveings do still come around to p*** me off. Anymore , it just makes me angry!. Don't know why except at three months(on the 16th) I figure I have come this far and made it, why would I go back to taking pills again on any sort of regular bacis? It would be like asking for a kick in the rear, they are such controlling things! I just want to live without them, even tho I am a chronic pain sufferer and all, I found out that after this long without the pills, I have LESS pain now, crazy I know!! Sometimes we just get caughtup in the addiction and it takes more and more to ease us! My heart goes out to all of us as we struggle to get the months behind us and wait for the time to heal us!
Ella
Almost 16 months and really no cravings anymore. The cravings would come and go up to the 9th month mark for myself but exercise really kept most of that at bay. Congrats on recognizing the cravings for what they are...cravings; be a good idea to identify your triggers as well so you can deal with them immediately to mitigate the craving issue.
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Guy
hi there...i know what you mean....those cravings kill....i m over 10 months clean and i must say that they have diminished....as time moves on so will the cravings. it just takes time for our brains to heal...hang in there and one day at a time...congrats on your clean time and good luck to you...maria
Congratulations......as Lesa said, sometimes it does take time to heal.......stay strong and give it the time that it needs....
Congrats on almost four months.. It was good you were able to keep it to low doses for so long.. unfortunately that only works for awhile as we become tolerant we up the doses.. going through wd over and over is also very hard on the body and emotions.. I have been clean almost 7mo. and I do not experience cravings as intensely. I also had picked up a hobby of photography.. I get myself outside taking pictures when I feel cravings or anxious. it helps to take my mind completely off it.. I now do it more for pleasure but it does still work for it's original purpose.. some of us have to replace the time spent doing and on the drugs. Give it more time as 3 months is a sorta hump month when for some the cravings lessen.. I wish you well.. lesa