11 days free from the Beast!!!

[SmilingBright]

Today makes 11 days free from this beast methadone!! Yesterday struggled a little w anxiety. But I MaDE myself get up and workout and eventually MADE myself get out of the house w my fam to run errands.  Amazing how much better I felt after I did that. I really didn't feel like doing anything.  But it was making my anxiety worse just sitting around doing nothing.  

I promise I won't be posting my progress ev day for the next 6 months.  Lol. Just maybe until I gain enough confidence against this beast!! So please bear w me my friends.  I can use all the support I can get right now.  

God bless u friends!!  Praying u all have a great day today!!!!

[SmilingBright]

Thanks a and Vic,
Just hanging tough. Frustrating bc I'm struggling w this anxiety and hubby is not understanding.  He's aggravated bc the house is not perfect.  Ugh.  I could slap him sometimes.  
On my therapy treadmill.  Too sore to run. So waking for now.  Better than nothing right.  

Oh God please help me

[VICourageous]

Oh hun I will..I had that soooo bad for along a***s time..Until I broke my walls down and got a precribed non-addtictive med..I only took it for a short while...Mine was bad because of the 3 drugs pulling the nervous system in all different directions..Boy the things we do and not even do our homework and learn what it does to the soul...lol   But would we have cared at the time...Yak!!!!    You are very God Send and you just keep tuff..This here shall pass....
vickie

[EvolverU]

Ever since I read your first post and discovered that you had tapered to 1.5mgs I've been blown away by your tenacity in fighting the good fight. 11 days, Chris, I am sooo proud of you! It's just going to get better and better. Keep it up. Big hug and smile your way.
w/Love
A.

[SmilingBright]

Awww thank u Vic!!! You are so sweet and help so many!!  This anxiety is tryIng to take md down.  Please prayers this way.  Hugs

[VICourageous]

Hi my Bright Postive Success...You just keep posting away...I understand all the way...You are just ticking a way.....

Walking This Road Is Makeing Me Strong..
My Faith is in Jesus...
I Know He Will Be Helping Me..
All Along The Way................

[SmilingBright]

Aww Julie,  
Thanks girl. Lol. U made me laugh and cry.   Yes the anxiety is not fun!!!!  But I'm determined and will win!!!!!!! Thank u for ur kind words sweetie