What a feeling!!!!

[jusmejen]

Well guys, it s presently 6:15 Alberta Canada time,  i just did as i have been saying i was going to do. I took my last 2 percs and flushed 88 of them. I am flooding with so many different thought and emotions  right know. I cant believe that i am following through with my plan!!!! Now that that obstical is behind me, i am ready to experience everything that this withdrawl has in store for me. Ten years of hell is coming to an end, and although i have never in my life been more affraid, nothing is goimg to stop me. I want my life back. My kids are 8 and 6 years old and i have been wasted everyday of their precious lives. I feel so guilty, selfish and ashamed. They deserve so much better, and they are going to have it. Pls comtinue with your encouraging messages, i will need them! Thank you all so much, i really wouldnt even be this far without you r help and support. I know along road lies ahead, but i know with the help of my Lord and personal savior, Jeaus Christ and all my friends on this forum, as well as my awesome husband and children, i can overcome this addiction once and for all.God Bless each and everyone of you.

[wantmylifeback101]

Im pretty new to this but wanted to tell you to BE STRONG. You can do this. You can. I will be right behind you as im gearing up for my own fight of my whole life! But you already got the mental down. Just keep telling yourself that you can win this. You need to do this for YOU and YOUR KIDS. Tell yourselfthat even if you took just" one more pill", its over and you have to start ALL OVER AGAIN. Just tell yourself you got a really bad a$# flu and you have to wait it out till its better. Beat this thing...you got it. Hugs to you!

[GoPens66]

YOU CAN DO IT!!! I did and you will!! GO