wow what a scary thought

[Mikeinthesouth]

what a scary thought to turn back now from a post I read. Please if anyone reads my posts and they say anything about me doing just enough to feel better. Remind me of the next few hours when I start to sweat for more and as my record shows me I always give in when the clock startys to roll a few hours. Thx you all.

[opi]

day 8 here..........hang in there man...i am freakin out but i aint going backwards....i refuse and i am a weak *****....lol.....you can do it!

[cathy5841]

lmao too

[newmanagment]

keepin em sober, one kick at a time!!! LMAO

[cathy5841]

yeah newmanagement and cathy tag team lol

[newmanagment]

hey bro, we aint gonna letcha go backwards. my foot will follow cathys!! for real tho, we are here for those moments, to support ya , and help ya get thru this. theres alot of love on this site for YOU, so use that to your advantage. many prayers and much love...

[MizDemeanor]

Mike,
I dont know you but yet I do, since I know how it feels. It sucks. However, going BACK sucks MORE! You know that doing a "little" always leads to doing 'alot", right? Please, please, read posts, take a shower, heck run down the road if you have to, but keep kicking it off. I have faith in you, I've read some of your posts and I think this is just one of the many "bumps in the road" we all have to face. Keep hanging in there. I'm sending you some positive energy, can ya feel it? ;)
Peace.

[confused456]

LMAO.....he is me and me is a she!!!! I think....lmao....glad to hear all this **** is normal though!

[Mikeinthesouth]

yeah I think him being on day 15 is greeeaaaattttt. It is 15 days of minute by minute if he is doing what I am doing. Congrats again

[cathy5841]

by the way mike i would just drop kick you lol

[cathy5841]

you are on day 15...you are right on track with all you are feeling.  i know that dont make it better...but it is true.  you will start feeling better real soon
cathy

[cathy5841]

here i am the voice of experience again lol.  at day 20 i though i just had to have 1,  well i did and it did not do shyt for me except make me hate myself....i think the difference is i had made up my mind to quit.  some are just outta pills for a few days and wanna know how to feel better til the next fix.  bottom line is still the same we are addicts.  damn i wish i didnt have so much experience with all the bad stuff.
cathy

[Mikeinthesouth]

day 15?? Great. Your'e a few days ahead of me, seems like an eternity though.

[confused456]

I am currently on day 15, just starting week 3 and in the past 3 days, I have wanted to take a pill sooooooo many times. Each time that I even thought about it, I read posts, and sat here thinking, what the heck is 1 pill going to do to me, other than make me angry at myself for giving up and make me want more and more. I totally hear what you are saying on this subject. It is a battle and each of us have to make our own path. I just want to offer support where I can and learn from everyone who has been through or is going through what I am.