25 hours and counting...

[NikkiB78]

well it's 25 hours since my last does of perc.  

i got caught.  big time.  by husband....who in turn told both families, the DOCTOR, and whoever else would listen.  new fam doc sent me a letter refusing to be his patient.  blah, blah, blah.  i am pissed off about it all.  if there is any clarity at this end of i hope it's that i truly don't want to divorce my husband.  because i have already started the process.  i am fully aware of where i was and what needed done.  and as a husband...he could have helped me do it.  not virtually put it in the paper for everyone f$king person we know to know.  whatever.  being pissed off is the only thing getting me thru this and considering he carries the keys to the gun cabinet they are in, he told my mother so now she hides her too, and my doctor told me to **** off....i'm done.  

oh have an appointment with a counselor tomorrow.  yay.

so anyone asking for an update from me.  there u have it.

[Ballgame]

Oh should have read all this before posting. She probably can't post from hospital.  Hope all is well.  We are thinking of you

[Ballgame]

Just my 2 cents but this is a good thing.  You needed to stop and needed a good reason to stop. Now you have it. If he hadn't told everyone then he would become part of the problem.
I don't know your story but you said you've been taking his pills.  You need help and now you have it.
You will look back and be thankful for this.  You're just embarrassed as I would be too.  I feel for you. Good luck

[freshstart01]

Anyone heard from nikki

[atthebeach]

you are in my thoughts and my prayers

[freshstart01]

Please keep in touch. God bless.

[atthebeach]

ok now you can just focus on you and getting yourself well. that took alot of courage. i am proud of you. yes please do stay in touch. we are here for you
hugs
sending hope and prayers
debbie