Today makes 40 days clean for me on my long journey to sobriety for the rest of my life. I know that today is not my day, but I do feel proud of my accomplishment. I know I still have a long way to go, but I am really starting to feel so much better and I know without the help of Christ, my family and all of you on this forum, that would have never been possible. Happy Easter to everyone. To everyone who is just starting, this is possible, if you really want it :)