Are you still around? Post if you are and let us know what you are doing. Hopefully you have talked with your dad and are getting some support from him. Don't be down on yourself. What you are feeling is normal. If you get on Sub and taper down you will have virtually no WD's.
Like I said, let us know what decisions you have made to date. We can help you from there.
Hang in there,
Greatgreebo
I was on oxys for three months. took meth for five days going down 5 mgs a day. I did not have any withdrawals from oxys. after 5 days I was not dependent on meth and did not have any withdrawals from meth. I was off both pills in less then a week for good
do a search google subxone see what u can find
try ur dads family doc.look in phone book
dont go to er unless u have to go to ur familyvdoc
u have to get off these pills just going into my fifth day I can taste some hope. Maybe before telling ur dad. Ask him not to judge but help u. Ur talking about $100
I 34 years old and on the third day of going cold turkey I had to tell my dad. Though I thought he would be more help he knows iam smart guy. U need help someone there with u four maybe five days. Lots of fluids Popsicle cantalope were my favorite. It took 3 days before I got help medicle. But my wife was there to talk to and so r these forums. Maybe ur dad can take u to ur family doc. $60 to see him tell him the truth. C if he can give u sample lunesta and alprazolam that is generic Xanax