Wow 3 months is alot to be proud of, but I understand how you feel about feeling like life and certain people in your life may try to make you fail. Just hang onto your sobriety and know that we are all here for you so VENT away.
I have been clean, but as far as other aspects of my life go things are a mess. It's like I'm in the middle of a hurricane and hanging of for dear life. I have faith that everything will work out for me if I take it one day and one problem at a time.
I also have people in my life that I think would like to see me fail and go back to the way I was. I now know they are not true friends and just want me to be as miserable as they are.
90 days clean is GOOD so your doing something very right.
I don't know about you but I have to find some new friends.
Take care and vent all you want--it helps.
Dove
WELL DONE,BRAVO. YOU MUST SET UP A NETWORK OF TRUSTED,HONEST PEERS. oops I'm saying that your friend is not worthy,for this is how my recovy began many a time. DIVIDED WE STAND
I hear you loud and clear. CONGRATULATIONS on 3 months!! That is so great!!
I wish I had a magic wand or something for the both of us, but I don't. All I can say is hang in there, and write your friend often, visit when you can, and that is all you can really do. Be proud of what you have done and how far you have come!!!!!