Beachtowel

[wait2long]

I hope you take what i said to heart...i really am one of those people that mean what i say, i really do admire what you have accomplished , the help you give and the time you dedicate to people in need....and i am 100% positive you know what your talking about,  maybe one day here i will be at the right stage in my recovery where i will really "get"why you speak to people the way you do, and i didnt mean anything bad by that either, just remember if you can, i am still quite new to this whole recovery process, still learning, and always trying to plan my next step, so i am VERY sensitive to how i am planning my recovery as i dont know it all and probably never will...like i have said in other posts, i am a genuine person who is 110% loyal to the few friends and contacts that i have...and if i ever said anything that hurt you, belittled you or just plain pissed you off, i am truly sorry, because obviously i DONT mean what i say when i am upset...have a GREAT weekend!!!!!!

[wait2long]

well that makes me feel better, i always think when i disagree with someone (because i dont always do it with tact...)  that that person will avoid me forever....and i do know of myself i have NO self esteem so i get sensitive to things that wouldnt bother the normal person, that is a FACT about me that i am working on...yes i looked at your profile, quite the looker you are HUH?...LOL!  and i am glad you have found what works for you...i am still working on that myself...and also to let you know i am honest with myself and to everyone around me and to this forum....i think honesty is one of the most important things in life...well signing off for now...we are having a kickass yard sale, so we can bring our 3 boys to the county fair on mon.  we have made close to $300.00...can you beleive it?!  thanks for the response, and chat later...have a great weekend....

[beachtowel]

wait I enjoy reading your posts and I don't have a problem with you at all........If you think I am tough here you should see me in action when I do what I do........
I am also very tough on myself and believe it or not I am a sponser.......how would you like to have me as your sponser?...................lol

I'm all about honesty and recovery these days ........for 37 yrs I was 180% the other way and I had some pretty mean frigging drug habits........and lived a pretty crazy life......I was not the guy you wanted to marry your sister believe me............

The only way that I will stay on the right road and not take and scenic paths is to be one way.....it works for me and what I do......but I appreciate the people that go out of their way here to not criticize me for my mistakes but to critic and mold me to be better and for that my word, my loyality and my desire to be better and accomplish my goals that I have set for myself will one day become a reality.......i have made some mistakes here I wish I could be face to face with everyone here instead of reading text but it is what it is and I have to adjust and thanks to some very good people here and at medhelp I promise to tone it down and at the same time get my point accross........
Wait I put a profile up so that people can have some idea where I'm coming from I do have a lot of experience mostly on the street but two years of college too.........
No you and I have no problems...........