Adderall prescription forgery

[veilofmaya]

I've been forging some blank prescriptions this guy I knew gave me about 2 years ago. Been using fake name and correct dea# and I've done this about 4 times (he gave me 5 prescriptions) and tonight was my last one. Tonight they asked for my ID and i just gave it to them, and the guy apparently wrote my information from my ID. I have no idea why i gave him my id, maybe subconsciously, I wanted to get caught. I am just not good at this since this is the only bad thing ive done in my life, but i figured it was for my own good.

I am scared, so scared, I dont know what to do at this point. The main reason why I did this was because I just got out of radiation and chemo from a lyphoma and I was feeling so down so I figured I would use amphetamines to bring me up a little. I never imagined it would end like this.

I need some serious advice, I am willing to go back to the pharmacy and tell them to please not turn me in and all this will stop, i have no more blank prescriptions anyway. I am in fear, I cant sleep now. All I want is for this nightmare to end, I have done absolutely nothing illegal in my entire life, my criminal record is clean.

Can anyone give me a good advice on how to confront this horrible situation i am in? I am in fear of my family mainly, my career and education and all the time and money involved. I WANT THIS TO END!!!! I am so ashamed and regretful of this, you have no idea. I needed to vent all this somewhere and I definitely need some advice.

I figure since this is a long weekend, they will check with the MD by tuesday and tuesday night I will have the police knocking at my door and be arrested or something, I dont know how this works.

I am an emotional wreck right now, any advice will be helpful.

[peaceinknowing]

I totally agree with you, and I know that neither of us are attempting to attack anyone. But I'm just glad someone else said it because I was afraid to say it in the first place. Like I said veilofmaya.. Please keep posting to all of us here and let us know how everything pans out for you!

[leeisgettingclean]

not at all attacking you, that kind of stuff has NO place here, just wanting to bring a little light to what if nothing else atleast has major resemblances to a drug problem, and hey i have been wrong alot to! I just dont understan, if forging something to get drugs is NOT a drug problem, what kind of problem would it be?

[peaceinknowing]

I was afraid to say that myself here on this post, but glad someone else did it for me. I agree with every last word you posted here. As always Lee, such a beautiful mind. I miss talking with you so much, and hope you're doing well.

Onto what Lee stated...

It does seem like there are truly two or three issues here, where number one.. You're forging scripts and unable to say as to whether or not you're addicted. And the second issue at hand being the forging issue all together. Have you given this any thought? PLEASE don't think we're attacking you, because Lee and I have been on the forums where other members have confronted us with what we didn't want to hear and/or tell ourselves. We're only here to help you face things.

[leeisgettingclean]

hey just remember that stress alone is the sulotion to nothing! You made your mistakes already and can not go back to the day that you made this one. I think prob everyone or atleast speaking for myself here, have at some point during there using days did something that they just knew they were gona be arrested for, just waiting on the cops to come, and well the outcome is already today what it is going to be tomorrow and days to come. What I am really saying is that if you are in a place to were your mistakes have alraedy been made, you have considered your options, and you make an adult choose as to what you are willing and able to do about it, just move on and dont live in the past  untill and unless it again becomes the present. I see your worse problem being the fact that even after doing something that clearly only an addict would do, and you are not willing to accept the facts of your actions and see that you DO CERTAINLY have a problem with drugs. If DRUGS cause you PROBLEMS that would mean to a logical person that YOU DO HAVE A DRUG POBLEM, I mean you were not copying coupons off on a copy mechine , you were forging prescribtions for drugs....hummmmm

[peaceinknowing]

Okay..

[veilofmaya]

Thanks for the valuable information. At this point, I am just waiting to get a visit from authorities and just kind of ready to confront this reality. I even saved that attorney's phone number on my cellphone just in case I need it (hopefully not).

Will keep you all posted on this horrible, horrible situation.