This community is a place to share information and support with others who are trying to stop using drugs, prescription drugs, alcohol, tobacco or other addictive substances. Discuss with others, the symptoms of addiction, addiction recovery, ways to quit like tapering and cold turkey, and withdrawal symptoms. If you are interested in general "chat", please visit our
Addiction Social Community.
It sounds like you really are not doing well at all. Please write to us.
Nothing is going to change unless YOU reach out for help. Not your parents, your friends, or anyone else but you. If you want to stop there are people to help. But you need to follow up on your posts and ask. It seems that you realize you should do something. What do you think that is?