I looked up 10356 on Google I had said things about my family some how thinking it was on this forum only. I feel like I have betrayed them in a way, I would never have brought them into this if I knew any-body remotely familiar with their lives could find what I have to say about my addiction. This forum is the first time I have ever opened my life to any-one and it will be the last. I thank-you all for the kindness you have shown me and the gift of your time. I wish you all long and fulfilling lives Limbo