Wow day 7

[Mcr2001]

Omg what an amazing journey up till now.  I was up after 2 hours sleep but laid back down and got another 6 the fog has all but lifted and I feel amazing.  I am being careful as last time I slipped on day 7 because I thought just one but not this time because just 1 turned into 10 the next day.  I just mentally relived all my posts by rereading them and I will never go through that again....I know this is not over but I know I will win and for the first day I don't feel a struggling addict...I feel like a recovering one

[PurrfectlyKrazy]

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[Brooklyn103]

no up dates? im still not well guys!

[dede2121]

So glad you are feeling better. I am too. I have tried so many times to quit only to start back again. I was 60 days clean last time and thought  oh I will just take one. I thought I could control myself. WRONG!

[Brooklyn103]

I am so happy to see there are ppl doing this !!! it gives me strenght..please understand i been through hell n back and i never had a clue this was gonna happen to me? i am too old 4 this? i will watch you guys...i have chosen to slowly get off these meds cuz i am older and much afraid :)

[jc1002]

Great job Mcr!!!  You know the deal then.  :-)  You are almost out of the woods.  Hang in there and dont give in.  I know its a struggle.  Last night I really wanted a pill so bad, just to take the edge off.  But Dixie, and Waz were screaming at me telling me to stop and not to give in.  So I didnt.  I am still counting the clean days thanks to them.  You will be strong too.  No way we want to go thru this again is there?  You are doing awesome!

jc

[Dixiechick72]

Aww!!! U are recovering and healing. And it is an amazing feeling isn't it!!! It's funny I dont reread my post I relieve the first week in my head and say screw that!!!! It's really enough for me!!!! :).   ( shhh day 19 for me) :)  it just keeps Getting better and better. Stay sober my friend and enjoy it. U will still have ups and downs. But while it's up... Live it up!!! Enjoy it embrace it breath and laugh!!! Enjoy life sober.... Great job!!!