I just got back from a dui class I have to take even though I wasn't buzzed...:-), and the "teacher" of the class is also a drug counselor who works in a methadone clinic. I told him my situation, and asked him for his advise. This is where I'm at for those who don't know. For the past year or little less I have been taking anywhere from 5-15 5mg oxycodone immediate release's. It became steady around Oct/Sept of last year. I had a few times where I "cleaned up" for at most a week. I explained this to him, and said I really wanted off this. I have a 4 and half year old son, and a baby on the way, and I really want my life back. I told him money was an issue because I basically was getting these for free, at most I would have to pay my "friend" for them every now and then $2 a pop. I asked him his advise on what to do. I can't go through what I went through this weekend when I tried to detox at home......HORRIBLE!!!! He's been doing this for 20 years, and first said go to a detox center......no way....wife would flip if she new about this. Then he said to find a sympathetic doctor and tell him that I need a fast taper w/ klonopin. OR, get myself 32 more pills, and taper like this....each number is a day....6-6-4-4-3-3-2-2-1-1. I asked him what the withdrawals would be like at the end, and he said it would be like I had a cold. I have a friend that I can give my "stash" to and have him give them to me at the appropriate times. Which one should I go with? I know I got myself into this mess, and I should have to go through some pain, but I can't miss work, my wife is VERY hormonal with the pregnancy and I don't want my w/d's upsetting her (getting snippy), and to be completely honest, I'm a total wimp when it comes to pain. I want out....I really believe that the mental part won't be much of an issue because of that. Thanks!