Avalancheblanche

[GoingToMakeIt]

How are you doing today? Hopefully thongs will be looking up. Just remember, one of the reasons we get clean is so we no longer hurt those we love. We were numb to those around us. Time will help heal things.

[GoingToMakeIt]

Keep hanging in there! I will too.

[Avalancheblanche]

I hear that vertigo it terrible.. I hope it ends for you soon.
I am dizzy too,,,,but in a different way!
Thank you for looking after me.  It means so very much.

[GoingToMakeIt]

I think we all go through  that. I look at it as being clean is the best thing I can do to help those around me. You can't change what's been done. But, you can change what could. It is an eye opener when we realize what we were really like while using. It's not always a pretty site. And to think we thought that we were handling things so well.
I am just OK. I have vertigo, going on 3 days now...Stop the whirlwinds. Meds are just barely keeping it under control. It's like a really bad merry-go-round ride.
I am glad you are doing good. Keep it up. Don't be too hard on yourself. Much of this is the nature of these drugs.

[Avalancheblanche]

Hi Dave, I'm here. Been pm-ing a few people today.  I am doing ok today.  Was talking to one of my friends last night and I am feeling a lot of guilt today about the people that I hurt.  Why is it so hard to forgive ourselves?  
I am really doing ok.  I just go thru these little sessions of beating myself up.  Even with the guilt, I have more peace now than I did a week ago.  It's a process, that is for sure.
I am so lucky to have connected with some wonderful people here.
I am glad you put your picture back up.  You are a very handsome man!  How are you doing?