Don't hide your emotions and your feelings now.. don't numb them nor hide from them... keeping them inside us sooner or later, get loose inside us and yeah, i was bad with communication too , no surprise cause i used to numb everything with pills but it is good that we can learn a lot of those things we are not good at, maybe we will never become masters but we can do them much better , go for it and keep your spirit and hopes high, work on yourself , go for aftercare while walking this road and Congrats on your clean time !! :)
CONGRAT!!!!...im a few steps behind ya ...but im a'cummin......GO!FIGHT!WIN!....lol