Bye Bye 11 months

[gizzy32]

Posting this is so so so hard, but I have to. I just tossed almost 11 months clean away this weekend. I am so ill right now and have to stop using. Things have been so good lately, but life can change in the blink of an eye. I am writing this post cause I need help to stop and although I deserve to be yelled at and put down, I am asking for some compassion right now, not telling me how stupid I am.

All my advice I have given here over 2 years and I messed up. Please forgive me. Although we have to want to quit for ourselves, this time I don't want to, but I will stop tomorrow for my daughter. She is back in my life and gives me joy and I love her. I am truly sorry for letting ya'll down, but I am sorry for letting ME down the most. I need some support now more than ever. Thank you friends. Please say a prayer for me if you can.

[stilltrying1965]

Hey bud proud of you for telling the forum the truth.After 11 months you could have said nothing and kept it to yourself. So proud of you or being so honest. Now bud lets get this good thing going. Good luck Gizzy ,,,,,,,James

[Dav125]

Kitty, please settle some. People will respond to you but you have to stop putting expectations on when.

[kittycat1433]

My god enough of the oh you can doit again and oh bla bla bla. i would still say iv'e been clean 11mo with 1 slip whoopee,you are still here and don't intend on doing it again so it's over and done to much drama from some people i know im a newbe on here but im jst saying it the way i see it i know everyone is only trying t support everybody but sometimes itseem's so well never mind. So how are you today i sent you a mesage abt 2 hrs. ago don't know if you goy itor not like i said im a newbe, and still trying everyday to get a little better on this com lol at least im not doing it in cap's anymore my goodness really lol so i hope your doing well let me know

[Dav125]

It took alot of courage to humble yourself to speak of this Gizzy. That speaks volumes for your inner being..You'll be ok. Count on it..David

[Totsie59]

I love you soo much...you helped me thru my darkest days....You will be ok...you can do this AGAIN....
I smile when I think about some of the things you told me to help me thru my WDS....And I always called you Grizzly...LOL
Hang in...be strong....I know you can do this...YOM

[pepper1107]

You have and still are an inspiration to many of us.  I am sorry that you are starting over but if anyone can do it, I know you can.  Please stay strong and know how much you mean to us!