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[FishersMomof3]

Addicted to vicodin trying to get off by using tramadol now addicted to tram. Thought i could get off on my own . Also got introuble with the law the whole script forging those stupid pills are so not worth this headache they should almost be illegal anyway. My husband loves me so much and I know this has just broken his heart Im scared he will not stay with me. We have three kids been married 5 yrs, I love him and my family so much and so asmahed at what all this made me do . We have bee through so much. I dont know what to do if he did leave me for all this i guess i would deserve it... any advice from people out there???

[avisg]

How much tramadol are you on ? Do you want to get off of it ?

I did not tell my hubby at first time I was so scared to .I had a replase after about 5 months clean.That time I told him and he was very supportive. I am gald I did .
What is going on with the forged script ,are there charges against you ? You will be ok
you can make  it threw this .

[scaredmommie]

i also hide it from my husband, i tried to stop on my own and i couldnt, iwas so afraid that if he found out he would leave, well one day i sat him down and told him look i have aproblem and i really wanna stop but i need your help in doing so, told him how sorry i was and how scared i was to tell him, he was mad for a bit, but he didnt leave and he is still helping me to this day. but if i mess up in getting clean then he will leave, so i guess thats whats helping me stay clean too. i love him with all my heart and i dont wanna loss him to the devil(the pills).

[Sunnyd210]

are u still taking the vicoden or just the trams? how many are u taking a day?

[cara34]

I can so relate to you...although I haven't been caught w/the whole script thing I've been close enough times.  I keep wondering when I'll finally hit my bottom to wake me up.  It has been my experience, that W/drawal from tramadol should be superivsed by a medical doctor.  I know people that have had seizures with it.  Is there a residential treatment center you can go to?  It might also look good as far as your legal troubles.  i really don't have much advice...I just found this site but I'm sure there are great people on here who can.  Good luck.  You're lucky to have a wonderful husband!