Yea he said my hearts fine which i think is , but it feels weak from like what ever nerve i hurt in my head thats not producing idnt knw dopamine or serotonin its like my brain is gumming and gnawing feels like mucus its bazzar i can read write, comprehend , but i feel it most when i try to relax or sleep , but i still cant run or do anything very physical because my heart will palpitate, im sorry this sounds very awkward but its the truth , lol and yea i wouldnt be so worried if i didnt wake up every night or any random time of the day with the same symptoms when trying to sleep or completely relax. i ve never experienced anything like this , and ive been through alot ..
very concerned someone your age having symptoms like that especially if you been clean over 90 days...if the Dr u visit says its still withdrawals you may need visit another one...you may be having an anxiety attack to...please go to a Dr asap and tell them you have been clean but your heart not feeling right and your worried...i will pray for you
"And i think i damaged a nerve in my brain that controls our relaxation system and chemicals, its like if im still under the influence of cocaine..."
In a sense you are. It's called a drug induced psychosis from too much cocaine. Your doctor advised you it wasn't due to a heart condition, didn't he?