44 good clean days clean Thank God
your sobriety is important. 33 years of marriage is a long time. have you tried marriage counseling? i want you to know that you are never alone. GOD is with you. pray and ask HIM to comfort you and to help you. do you attend church? you can find love and support there. that is great that you have aftercare in place that is very important.
a doctors visit will help answer many of your questions and concerns. you have legit pain, you took the pills and got addicted. that happens many times, so now you are on the road to recovery. keep fighting the good fight. keep pressin on. have you tried to attend any support groups,aa/na, church based groups, salvation army, celebrate recovery,overcomers.
hope and pray you feel better
debbie
NO COMPASSION IN THIS WORLD
Ive always isolated myselfits my way of not letting people hurt me i guess. I had came out 0f isolation when this happened to me started talking to my so called sisters.Getting ready to lose my wife now 33 yrs down the drain. Some how she wants to fix me but she cant she gets tired of me always crying i guess. I know she cant fix everything not asking her to.I dont mean to sound ungrateful but right now I have to protect my sobriety. I also have Hep C, HAVING ALOT OF PAIN IN LIVER AREA THAT REALLY HAS ME IN FEAR FOR MY LIFE.Going to DR TOMORROW HAVE HER CHECK ME OUT SOM i KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON INSIDE ME. NOW WITH MY WIFE ABANDONED ME AS FAR AS SUPPORT GOES I HAVE NOBODY THAT GIVES A CRAP ABOUT ME SO i GUESS I have to take care of myself just dont feel i can make it by myself. I have a aftercare program in place so that is good I did not become addicted to vicodin cuz I wanted to just happened after I told Dr 3 times I felt I was getting dependant on the pills she just sent me home and told me to rest a few dats thats what is bothering me.