ok, it's now officially almost the end of DAY 16 off of hydros......woooooooohooooooo!!!! i FINALLY got some much-needed sleep last night (although i woke at 4 a.m. and tossed and turned for the next 2 hours, ick, can't wait until that disappears).....and maybe that's why i had a bit more energy to actually do some things today.....wow, can't believe it took 16 days to get here.....i swear, it's still a battle, and it feels more like i've been doing this for 16 MONTHS instead of only 16 days.....but i'm hangin' in and so is Allesandra'smom.....let's give a big CONGRATS to her, as she's on DAY 16 as well......way to go Michelle.....you rock, girlfriend!l.....and let's keep goin' and goin' and goin' until we CAN say we're 16 months clean :-) but in the meantime, it's still day to day for us (also minute by minute at certain times).....but we're trekkin' along and trying to stay focused on the light at the end of this tunnel.....to everyone out there just starting out on this challenging journey (the most challenging of my life, i'd rather go thru labor and have a baby!!!!!), you CAN DO IT.....i dont' know how i got here to day 16.....God's grace and takin' it minute by minute.....but by God's grace most of all....thanks, just wanted to vent :-)