Ok, well still nothing. I got thru the weekend (almost), and thats an amazing step in the right direction. I cant remember the last Friday (payday none the less) I didnt pick up. Now its Sunday around 4pm, and I dont understand whats going on... Friday I felt so proud of myself, that helped get thru... Yesterday and Today I can hardly keep my eyes open. Is this "normal"?? Does it go away? I feel like this is the time I would start up again. I usually say, alright I need to get some stuff done and obviously I cant do anything like this.. Grrrrrrr!
I wont get anything. I dont know why I dont feel better then this, but I do understand that buying something - I will be at square one. Is being this tired part of the w/d? I am glad I dont have the physical w/d's i was having, but you still cant do much this way either.....