I'm glad to start dd digits, but don't be fooled, this disiese is something, the worse mental so far last night. I'm dealing with a lot,, and I'm. Sober this time. So its hard because I'm having to deal with. I have preety much lost everything. And I'm. Sad right now. I realize it was the drugs, and when I feel tempted I realise that it will only lead to worse. I decided to get some air today and do something with my kids.