I posted this on the addiction community also I hope thats ok?I just wanted as many people as poss.to read. This is hard for me to talk about,but here it goes.I have degen.discs in 75% of my back,I started with oxy irs and now take ms contin 300 mgs a day and 30 mgs percocet,my wife had or has a herniated disc and is taking percocet 10s she gets 120 per month,she takes more than she should and runs out every month and then begs me for some of mine.Every month I tell her this is the last time I can help her and every month she does it again,then lays in bed and moans and cries and I feel bad and give in.It's now getting to the point where I don't have enough for myself,everytime I tell her she can't keep doing this to me,she says well I don't get all those pain pills like you do what am I supposed to do,she actually gets mad that my back problem is worse than hers.Now I can't sleep and I'm having panic attacks because I'm not taking my full dose of meds.This happens every month and she knows I can't watch her suffer and she uses that against me.We have 3 children 10,6,and 2,and when she does run out it's REALLY hard taking care of them on my own,I don't know what to do.Then when I give her some and tell her make them last that's all I can give you,she'll still come to me and say can you just give me a few more,or she will just say I can't get out of bed I have nothing to take.I'm at a loss,she's making me hate her and we have been together 15 yrs.I'm almost ready to just suffer with the pain and get off them before they ruin our marriage.It's also hard when she runs out because the kids suffer,she snaps at them for the littlest thing,etc.I'm sorry I'm rambling,just needed to get it off my chest.Thanks for your time.