Hey Stephanie,
You remember my husband's aunt in Hyde Park? Well she emailed me back when she returned home to Florida and asked me what the problem was. So, I sent her an indepth email explaining my situation with the pain pill addiction, when it started, what I was taking, and asking what she thought of Suboxone, etc. I told her that I just prayed she did not think less of me now. Anyways, that was on Thursday, it is now Saturday night, and I have heard nothing back. I am sure she caught the urgency in my initial email and knew it was something very important that I had to discuss with her. Surely, she has been checking her email. I do not know what to think of this delay, maybe I was wrong to confide in her, but since she runs a rehab facility, I would think it was the obvious choice on my part. I just wanted to share this with someone and thought of you. Another thing, my doc who gives me the methadone and percocet had me have a sleep study last month which came back showing I had severe sleep apnea which I already knew anyway but he just decided that with treatment for the sleep apnea I would not need any further percocet at all! I just nearly freaked out right there in the office, it was so scary. I was barely getting by as it was, I never had enough to even take 2 a day and now he was cutting me to zero! He did decide to cut it in half which is better than nothing, but it has been so depressing just trying to figure out a way to make 25 pills last me a whole month. I still have my methadone but it does absolutely nothing for pain, never has, just keeps me from going into withdrawal. After all these years of being on meds, I now have chronic pain and the least little discomfort seems like a big deal. So in the last two months I have been cut down from 90 methadone, 60 hydrocodone, and 50 percocet to now 90 methadone and 25 percocet, that is a pretty major cut. Maybe it is for the best, maybe God is trying to tell me something, huh?
Thanks Stephanie for listening.
Love, Cindy