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I, too, got addicted to pain meds because of a lower back issue. With my experience getting off, my first reaction was " nothing is worth this - I should have stuck it out without narcotics." However, that isn't very realistic. No one can really do that. And if I didn't have the surgery (fusion of three vertabrae) I wouldn't be walking now. So, I'll wean off the oxy and go on. May even have to go through this again with future surgeries. What it comes down to, I think, is that you can't change the cards you're dealt so you have to do the best you can with the cards you're dealt. I know how back pain can be. You can't just put up with it forever and become an invalid. If I am understanding your condition correctly, you really don't have a choice but to try a surgical option again. So do what you have to do and keep fighting. Don't give up. However, it might be worth trying a different surgeon? Was your failed fusion at a top-notch facility with top-notch surgeons? This can make all the difference.
Best of luck to you,
oxynot
dak
Do your research (I know you already have done a lot) and talk to as many ppl as you can. Then make sure and sit down w/ your surgeon and get all the facts!!!! If u decide to go through w/ it, I know it will be the right thing for you. The pain when that kind of surgery is needed is nothing short of A *****! And the depression due to the pain just adds to the fun, hu? I will be praying for you and please keep me up to date on your progress. I hope this helps some.
sincerely, tracy
Sometimes I wonder about the pain meds making you feel worse. There are days that I think I do feel more pain when I take them. The norcos don't get rid of the pain like they used to - obviously I have built up a tolerance to them.
I did discuss pain control with my ortho doc since I was concerned that the post-op pain would have to be handled differently than the normal protocol after almost 5 months on norcos.
Jeez-how did all this happen??? I really appreciate your sharing your experience with me and I will certainly reach out to you throughout my ordeal. I set up ***@**** for e-mail, specifically for sites like these.
dak
I had my surgery done about 2 months ago. L4 to L5 to S1 fusion. It went quite well and was very worth it. I do have an "enflamed" nerve bundle which causes numbness and some loss of function in one leg. It may go away or not. Even if it doesn't, it is so much better than the alternative. I'll just have a little bit of a limp, but at least be mobile and pain-free. I would be in a wheel chair and in terrible pain without the surgery. Good chance I'll have to have one or two more vertabrae fused in the future and I will do it. My biggest concern is the chemical dependency thing. I'm sure it will return very quickly now that I've had it once. But I'll deal with it. Hope you are still checking this thread. I hope to hear back from you just to know we connected.
Best Wishes,
Oxynot