Ok, so this has taken a long time for me to build up the courage to write this but I really need some answers. I'm really scared I might of really harmed myself. I've been really careless and stupid, for the last 10 months I have been addicted to cocaine and it's getting worse. In the last 2 weeks havn't been able to stop using cocaine for more than a day. I do a line and in an hour I'm doing another one and I can't explain it. My nose is swollen, it's so clogged up, it's bleeding.... I can't breathe, both sides of my neck are tight and swollen and I feel heavyness sometimes in my chest. . I live far from any hospital or healthcare. It honestly feels like I'm going to die. Can someone please help me, what should I do???