Today is my first step toward freedom. A tiny one, yes, but still the first. This morning I took ONE pill instead of two (I am following my doctor's direction). My head hurts and I REALLY hated seeing my pills going off to work with my husband today *sigh* but he is in this with me and that is his job now - to count out how many I will take each day and take the rest with him. I told him last night "you know I've never been good at budgeting...I guess the the fact that I couldn't budget my pills shouldn't surprise us..." I might as well laugh at myself when I can.
Tonight I hope to go to bed feeling victorious about day one.