Going on 105 days clean

[jrizzy303]

Yeah triple digits. Alot more good days than bad, but when those bad days come there scary. Today was one of those days. The hardest part of my recovery is dealing with the grief that I have numbed from taking pills and it just added up to where I am grieving all kinds of losses. In all honesty doing well. Got a some what good vehicle. Til I can get a better one. The probation fees are killing me, but one month and should be done with that. And as long as I stay clean I dont have to go on probation again. Being clean is helping me get my life in order. It's a fight and it's easy and hard all at the same time. If I can do it you all out there can do it. I was in a 7 year pill, alcohol and so on battle. Never thought I could do it. But with the support we so much need we can do it.

[jrizzy303]

Thanks. Yeah that is one thing I know I need is those groups. Plan every week on going but end up messing up and not going.  It something I just need to force myself to do. Thanks again and God bless to you all too.

[quitinoxys]

Congrats on 105 days it is quite an accomplishment so you should be very proud of yourself. It sounds like you have gotten your life back on track so keep it up. God Bless---Rick

[atthebeach]

woohoo!!! wow triple digits. that is so awesome. so proud of you. good for you,and  a car with 4 wheels that goes from point a to point b, that is all it has to do.if it does that you got it made. those fines and probation fees are a bummer, but we know that there are consequences for our actions and you are almost done with paying them, so great job on that. . sounds like everything is moving forward. great news. remember to keep your guard up. i hope you are still getting to the celebrate recovery meetings, i know you have to work to pay your bills, but you also have to continue to work on staying clean. also try to get to church service as much as you can. fight the good fight,  keep on keeping on, press on. you got this.
continued blessings to you
debbie

[dominosarah]

Congrats on your clean time!!  Triple digits is always exciting.  Stay strong and keep that Guard Up!!         sara

[jrizzy303]

Thanks all very much, Yeah thought maybe that would sound weird but glad you guys understand and thanks for the responses.

[vicki595]

Boy!  I agree,too!   It's so simple yet the most difficult thing in the world!

I'm very happy for you!!  Keep it going!!

[ImDONENoMore]

OMG!!!  105 days - I remember those early days very well - and you're right about it being easy and hard at the same time - I totally get that.  Stay strong - I am SO proud of you!! :)

[ANewLife4Me]

Congrats on triple digits!!!