HELP IS ON THE WAY!!!!

[MED HELP INTERNATIONAL]

Within the next day or so, we will have a new addiction medicine specialist available to answer questions in this forum.  We know that you will appreciate his generosity, as he's volunteering his own time & expertise to help people in need.

Please help us by making sure that each new question is indeed a question and not just a "good morning" wish, or other such communication.  Because of funding & time limitations, the doctor will only be able to accept 2 new questions each day.

We'll give you more of the details as we get them....

Best wishes,
Cindy & Phil

Med Help International

[bmac]

Thanks,we need him.He will be appreciated.

[LAURA34]

can someone answer a few ??'s I have...  I have been battling this **** for way to long about 18 mos. i tried to quit ct and ended up in the er because the headache's and w/d's were so bad. i have no strength to stop. I have 20hydro's 10/325 and i want to stop. anyway the ?? is, can someone tell me the procedure of an ambulatory detox, what they do there, is it less painfull to stop? like what do they give for the w/d's. I have the 'recipe' in my nightstand, but i just cant get myself to stop popping i have already had 7 today. this is so hard... i feel like a failure. this drug has me by the balls(well if i had them) any help, or advice I need HELP!!!!!

Thank you all

[Rdytoquit]

Please tell me why my post was taken off the page? I asked a question about my use of oxycontin. It took me a little time before I posted because of all the neg. stuff I have been reading, I did not want to get caught up in any of it! I would think that if they took the time to cut my posts they would take the time to email me a reason! Looks like this other **** is more important than my oxycontin issues.

[LAURA34]

I envy you Suze, i am still struggling here. like i said above i have 20 left and i am done, the headaches are the worse. they make me sick to me stomach. i have tried so many times before i just start right back. i am serious this time.. was it hard for you? how were the w/d's just wanting to know what i am in store for.  Good luck to you.  and wish me some!!!

I will e-mail ya, feel free to e-mail me 2
Laura

[Thomas02]

Sorry you had to wait. I've been hooked on hydrocodone off and mostly on for 30 years. While there are any Vics in the house, I can't stop or taper, either. You asked about ambulatory detox. I know of three types: the first, where you taper on the hydro by showing up each morning for the day's rations (plus, I think, some other meds for WD), two, where they switch you to the drug buprenorphin and taper you down, and three, the methadone taper. Bup is the newest and is getting very good reviews because it's quite effective in stopping the WD symptoms while producing little or no euphoria. Bup is a synthetic narcotic also used for pain relief. As long as I knew the taper would be slow enough, I'd choose the bup for my own detox. Methadone seems like a drastic choice for detoxing hydro addicts. Many people have as much if not more discomfort withdrawing from methadone as they do from their drug of choice. If you could get a taper of 2 or 3 weeks, I'd think Bup would be the way to go. Another thing to know about Bup, if you use while on the Bup, you can go into WD.

Any of these methods (as well as others) will work as far as detoxing goes. But you should know that the real battle is more psychological and continues long, long after the physical WD is over. Not everyone likes AA, NA or 12-step groups, but by the time the detox ends, you really need to have some sort of continual involvement in a recovery program that addresses these long-term needs or you will almost certainly relapse. All AA/NA meetings are not created equal. You can find a series of meetings that help you stay clean, but you have to proactively seek them out, discarding the ones that don't work.

Hope that helped, Laura. Let me know if you want to talk. If you like, you can talk to me privately at ***@****.

I'm looking forward to having an addiction doc on the forum. I'm sure he/she has a lot more to say on all this. Good luck.

Thomas

[Thomas02]

BTW, you've mentioned severe headaches in connection to ..WD? I rarely hear 'pure' opiate addicts say that headaches are their dominant WD symptom. WD certainly causes a constellation of physical symptoms, but I wonder if you had these headaches before you got addicted ... or, are you taking anything else with the hydro that might account for such bad headaches ...

Have your headaches ever been diagnosed?

Thomas

[MED HELP INTERNATIONAL]

Sorry we had to remove the entire thread because someone or more than one, have been hacking people's names & passwords.  I've reposted your message as a whole new thread...

Cindy

[bmac]

What's up?Here to cause me some trouble.LOL.I hope you are doing better,how about cha'.
                                bmac

[LAURA34]

Thank you for your info. I am seriously considering going to the ER and putting myself in the Detox program there. I think it's 7 days or until my insurance quits footing the bill.
     As far as the headaches, about 18mos ago i was in an accident, that was when i was put on the hydro i now have 2 herniated disks, then about three weeks ago i was rear-ended pretty hard, i have tried to taper twice since then, and the headaches were awful, so bad i was vomiting, so thanks for that suggestion maybe the meds are blocking something serious I should talk to my Pain Mang Dr. About six mos ago i tried to stop and had a headache but nothing compared to this. The hydro the Dr put me on were strong, as far as the narcotic part, 10 mg's and i was taking 10 - 12 a day, i am now down to 7, and i am really trying HARD. it is so upsetting, I have never done a drug in my life, hell i dont even drink. My life has been a mess, I am trying to hold down 2 jobs, and i feel like i am losing this game of life. thanks for listening

[Thomas02]

Mr. Bill, o, noooooo! Yeah, you know me, try'n to sow more seeds of destruction ...

I spent most of today in a power blackout (you know, when you take a whole lot of really good drugs and can't remember anything LOL). The power was out almost all day here. Didn't help my job search much, but I got a lot of reading done. I did finally get an interview for what I hoped would be a good job, but it's looking like a short-term (1 month) contract job. That would put me on the street in the middle of the holidays, only without Unemployment Insurance. For tech writers, the holiday season is a real dead zone. I'm afraid it might turn into more than just the holidays ... I'm going to offer personalized PC set-up and tutoring in some of our senior communities around here. Despite classroom training being offered in these communities, seniors frequently can't apply their training to their home systems. It seems like there's a need for it, and I'm sick of beating my head against the wall looking for technical writing jobs that simply aren't there anymore.

How was your day?

Thomas

[Bodymechanic]

I appreciate the fact that there will be an expert to answer our questions.  My only concern, after having read many back posts is that this specialist will not answer questions.  Most of the back posts that I read were answered by the medical doctor with "see a doctor".  Ummm, yeah thanks, but could you answer my question please.  We don't need someone to state the obvious.

I don't know how to scream this to the world loud enough.  WE ARE ADDICTED, NOT STUPID.


Peace

[bmac]

My day was fine.The Kadian is a big help.I can actually do things again.Well besides being the best bassist in town,I have
been walking a lot and getting back to livin' after the hell
I put myself thru this summer.God,I am so glad the summer is over.Well I'll let you get back to making up ****,the one thing I know you are good at,so peace to ya!
        See ya on the other side,
                 resident bassist
                 ohhhhhh noooo!!!

[Thomas02]

Laura, sorry to hear about your back injury. I had back surgery in 93 and know some of what you're going through.

The way a chronic pain patient approaches narcotic use, tolerance, detox, etc. is different than how an addict like myself would. I think it's a great idea to see your pain doc to possibly switch to another pain killer you might be able to use without abusing. But please get those headaches checked out. Your pain doc will insist, anyway.

Thomas

[Thomas02]

I think any doctor talking to anonymous online patients is inherently limited in the advice he can hand out. We are not doctors and don't claim to be (I'm not, that's for sure). We can give our opinions, suggest stuff, tell war stories and it doesn't constitute professional medical advice. If you put yourself in the shoes of a doctor who can be sued for malpractice, I think it's easy to understand why so many of us on the forum have been advised to see our doctor.

I'm hoping that this addiction doc can at least offer some updtaes on what's available for pain, detox, maintenance, recovery, etc. plus some insider's info on how and why the national medical apparatus operates the way it does.

Thomas

[Sugarbeens]

Hi there.  What exactly is Kadian?  Is it a narcotic or is it a painreliever without codeine?  I wish I could find something that works for my pain other than a narcotic!  And other than surgery!! Yuck! Just don't think at my age, 48, that I will go that route.  I don't post often, but, I am Butterbean(now sugarbeens) because I couldn't get back in to post for some reason with the Butterbean name, but that is me! I have had this back problem since 1978 when I fell.  They are just now given me a real diagnosis after all the test,etc I went through over the years.  I still don't think it is accurate as I know something is busted along and near my tailbone and lower back.  The MRI says I have arthritis and some herniated disks and a small tumor on spine(doc says that has nothing to do withthe pain).  Anyway, I know you have been clean a good while, but, is this new drug non-narcotic.  If it is and if it seems to work for you, I may request my doc let me try it.  I have never let him give me oxycontin because I am afraid of it after reading all the stories.  However, I see that many people love it and say it really keeps them pain free.  I am tired of narcotics and the tylenol in them.  Is tylenol going to kill me at an early age?  I never took a drug in my life until age 40 when they finally found these narcotics to help me deal with the debilitating pain.  I only drank wine sometimes.   However, I did abuse these pain meds and still take more than I am supposed to sometimes.  I hope you respond and I hope you tell me it isn't narcotic.  I guess I am looking for a miracle.  By the way, Iread everyday, although I don't post much anymore and yours are some of the most rewarding posts because I see how far you have come after abusing drugs for so long.  I think you are a great person of character and yes, bravery.  I am sure your wife is very proud of you.  You are making it!!!!  Love to all!

[bmac]

No I am sorry,it is slow release morphine.It is kinda like MScontin.Kadian is a capsule with tiny pellets in it.It is time released.Sorry.
I do appreciate your thought and I do remember seeing your posts last week or so.I am 100% better.
                        Bill

[Starraven]

I can't even remember what I posted to you earlier..they removed my post due to me posting my email address unfortunately.  You have gotten some really good advice from others that know more about detox programs than I do.  I am clueless about detox done through a clinic. Luckily I have been able to go cold turkey.  Although I would have appreciated that kind of help at the time.
Going cold turkey for me this past time was worse than the time before.  My symtoms of withdrawal are always the same.  Endless trips to the bathroom, vomiting ALOT, the shakes, NO sleep for about two weeks, night sweats.  You name it.  Although I have never had a headache.  That indeed might be another issue all together as said in an earlier post.  It DOES get better,  the one time I did taper I had NO withdrawal symptoms.  Which really amazed me. I braced myself for the worse but it never came.  I just found this forum on day 18 and at that point I was feeling better and didn't try the recipe.  Others swear by it.  At the point in which I would have needed the recipe, I honestly don't think I could have left the house to get the needed supplements. Ugh. I do think this forum is good for me.  Now that the physical withdrawals are almost gone I still come here to be reminded just how terrible I felt that first week.  Hoping this will keep me from calling in my refill of Lortab.
If I can get through this I know anyone can.  I have NO willpower what so ever.
I don't ever want to feel like I did a few weeks ago.  I have thought to myself many times while sitting in the bathroom crying and wretching, that if I could pull all my hair out to make it stop..I probably would..:(  
Stay here with us..You'll get through it..With help or on  your own..Its different for everyone, but we all know how it feels.
Hugs and GOOD luck :)
Suze

[mrmichael67]

Med Help does have a disclaimer that will effectively remove them from any liability.  Their doctor can offer more advice than was given in the past.

[Thomas02]

I'd be willing to tell people to see their doctor for half the amount.

[dru123]

I can't ever seem to post a "new" question, so I will write it here and see if anyone can help me. Here's the deal. I have several herniated cervical disc's which give me pain anywhere from 2-9 on a pain scale. My doctor originally put me on Vicodin ES7.5/750 1 x 4/6 hrs a day. After 2 month's on it he switched me to Oxycontin 20mg x 2 daily. I tried that for 3 weeks however I started needing more to control my pain, but in higher quantities 40-60mg x 2 daily it made me sick(Throwing up). My doc switched me to Duragesic Patch 50mcg x 72hrs. and occasionally 75mcg x 72 hrs for bad stretches(I've been using the patch for approx.7 weeks). I still use Vicodin ES for breakthrough on occasion(approx. 10-15 vikes a week).My wife and I would like to start having kids, however my drive is "nil", and my performance is pretty poor. I want to stop taking the patch as well as the Vike's. I don't have any mental addiction, and can't wait to get off this stuff. My doctor doesn't seem to know anything about tapering and withdrawel, and says "just stop taking the meds". I've tried a few times, and I start getting physically sick.  I've been on these meds since June 6, 2002(4.5 monthes)and I want to give Celebrex, or Viox a try. My doctor will prescribe just about anything I ask for as I have taken the meds exactly as I've been told, and never call him for early refill's or lost meds. In fact, I gave him back 50 Oxy's when they were making me sick and he wanted me to give the patch a try. What should I ask my doctor to prescribe to taper me down from this patch/vikes? I want children, and am willing to be in pain for a while if need be. I just don't want any type of withdrawel's. Please tell me what I should ask him for. Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Bodymechanic]

I have to disagree with you on this one. General information may be given and questions answered without forming a doctor patient relationship.  We do it all the time here in our medical clinic.  If a doctor is really paranoid then the phrase..I am not recomending this but..can be used to make it crystal clear that there is not a doctor patient relationship.

Peace

[Starraven]

Just going to throw in my two cents from my experience since finding the MEDHELP site.  When I was at my worst and didn't know where to turn I did a search on withdrawal and ended up here, but on the Question and Answers "ask a doctor" page.  I must have read a hundred posts from people asking about withdrawal.  The response from the doctor was always the same. "You will benefit by seeing an addiction doctor"  " I suggest you go see a doctor that specializes in addiction" ect ect.  Some of the people really took alot of time to explain their situation in a post only to have the doctor by pass all the questions and suggest an addiction doctor. (which is fine and good for some people, but at that point I was already on day ten, eleven ect)  THEN I found this forum.  Real people, real addiction, real stories.  Just reading all of your posts has helped me more than the Question and answers site ever could.  I know the doctor has to protect himself in offering advice, but I sure hope this forum doesn't turn into the same thing as the question and answers site. I'm only on day 22 because of this site where I can read about others in the same boat as me.
Hope I did not offend anyone with my two cents :)
Suze

[groovygirl]

I'd like to find out what's going on with Subutex - the new FDA approved Buprenorphine.  I have called several doctors in my area to find out if they know anything about it, and they don't.  Most of them have never even heard of it.  It's frustrating for someone like me who's waited over a year for this to happen.  Now that it has, I cannot find a doctor who's knowledgeable.

[mrmichael67]

From what I have heard, Subutex and Suboxone will be in pharmacies in a couple of months.  I would imagine they are producing it in quantity now after the approval.  They produced it in limited supplies for studies and other countries.  I am sure their production has increased one million fold.