Day 1

[Imdone12]

Tomorrow is day one all over again. I took the last 2 pills I had tonight. Usually I can make it through the first day with nothing more than a little hit of irritability. I'm hoping that's the case tomorrow. I just want this ride to be over its been going on long enough. Ive been taking 10 to 12 10/325 a day for the past 4 weeks. Before that I had almost a month clean from a 1 year problem. I just want to be happy again without having to rely on a pill to make me feel "normal." I want to wake up on the morning and not feel like I have just been ran over by a train until I am able to take those first few pills! Wish me luck. Because i know these next few days are going to be hell!

[Sharon0255]

Today's day 1 for me too I'm with you you can do this I made it 45 days and I want to donut again. I don't expect to feel better for awhile I was binging for a couple weeks and I took my last small dose yesterday I'm here we are not alone. I can't change the past but I want to be sober and stop this binging crap. Enough is enough. I hope you have everything you need to detox. Prayers for you.   You can do it.

[bama88]

im glad your starting over. everyday is a new day..a new start..so come on...you've done this before. heck i don't know a single person who hasn't relapsed...so come on....were here to support you...i rember when you helped me...now let me return the favor. come grab my hand and i will support you. YOU CAN DO THIS. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU

[jlannspr]

I was also clean for a month before relapse.  I'm on day 2. I took pills when I wanted to have more fun.  I have to face these activities sober now.  At least you know what to expect this time.  Take it an hour at a time.

[selfinduced]

You've done these rain deer games before and came out a winner. Keep remembering how GOOD and free you felt during that month. Don't let the mental get in your head, keep this simple. Stay busy and after a week the time will again fly by and you will feel better everyday. I'm routing for you! Keep us updated.

[minn66]

Just wanted to offer encouragement. You made it almost a month before so you can do it!