HORRIBLE DR. STORY OF WITHDRAWL

[oxyaddict420]

When my main DR. left the clinic I was at I was forced to have a replacement..  My (original)DR. was prescribing me 80mgoxycontin--40mgoxycontin--and 40mg roxicet-percoset whatever.. That along with Xanax--klonopin--

When she left this (replacement) which was only a P.A called me over the phone to tell me that he was going to take me off everything!!!  We disagreed, but he had the final say so-- anyway so when I went in he basically wouldnt let me get a word in about anything.. IT WAS A ONE WAY CONVERSATION!

He said that he could (safely) cut me down 80% from what I was on.. He said he would be nice and only vut me 60% instead(what a tool)  
So I was like whatever.. He made me sign a pain management contract or he wouldnt give me anything.. And then made me take a U.A  He even told me that he didn't expect me to even come back for a follow up because that is what alot of (narcotic users) do when they are told that they ar eebing taken off..  Anyway I did go back and he told me that he found something in my Urine that was not prescribed to me..  I tolf him that I had had those from a previous script(which i acutually did) and that I was using that to get through withdrawl inbetween the transition period of my original DR leaving and getting a new app set up to re-evaluate my pain management!  

HE FLIPED OUT ON ME-- CALLED ME A DRUG ADDICT- SAID I BOUGHT OFF THE STREETS AND SAID NOPE-- NO MORE NARCOTICS FROM THIS OFFICE!  He also said ALOT MORE VULGAR STATMENTS THAT I WONT GO INTO!  He said I violated the pain managment contract.. Yet the meds that were in my system were from before I had even signed the contract.. I DEMANDED A RE-TEST!!  I knew I had what I was supposed to have in my urine..  HE DECLINED- then further stated that it would be a waste of $180.00 it cost to have it done just to find out it would be a failed U.A!!!  He REFUSED me a re-test, or even a new test!  I was SO PISSED OFF MAN!  I had ALWAYS passed every U.A I ever took with my original DR.  I never once ran out early* Never once had a HOT U>A* Never had one issue with her.. Plus he said I didnt even have any Klonopin in my system and claimed I was selling pills(NEVER EVER)!!!! How is that possible, when I took one before bedtime EVERYNIGHT--?

So what does he do?  HE CUTS ME OFF--EVERYTHING--COLD TURKEY-- How jacked up is that?  I had been taking Klonopin-Xanax swiching between the 2 of them for over 2 years straight..  I told him I was concerned for my health and my fear of dying.. He said that if it was that abd to go to the ER!  I blew up on him and then caused a huge scene that about got me kicked out of the clinic..  I mean is that right? Is that fair? Is that healthy?  HELL NO!!!!!!!!!

I am going to repost this under its own thread because it ended up being longer than planned.. Sorry

[oxyaddict420]

Why was the clinic a mistake?

Also you made me laugh very hard with that lesbian story!!!  Rosie odonell.. hahahahahaha

From what I have heard about prices I get them for pennies compared to most people..  If I had to pay the prices I have heard some say, I just plain couldnt afford it..  Someone said it must be harder to quit when they are so cheap, but i didnt know the difference and to me $10 for an 80oxy was just expensive--  So I hope the Suboxone works for me.. I will no more soon( I HOPE)

[tammyk_40]

Hi sorry to hear about this. I truely hated having to depend on other people for their pills. They want you to kiss their butts. This one lady was a lesbian, and very lonely. She had all the pills and I had a big habit. Since I wouldnt lay down in bed with her, she would play games with me, withholding pills from me, for days. Im not gay! This lady was the jolly green giant, she couldnt turn Rosie ODonnell on! Anyway, I went to a clinic (big mistake) and now she calls all the time wanting me to buy pills because she sure misses the amount of money I used to pay for those things.LOL!

[frootbar]

well, the story sure stinks.
(you must be a fan of steve austin, i like the hell no)
anyway, my doc has at times, removed me from any
scripts for opiates, will not, i mean, will not prescribe
percs or oxy unless you have an appendage falling off.
having said that, she is willing to deal with pain.  so,
while i've had to endure periods of no scripts over the
years, never heard such a radical story as yours...i hope
there is some fixing of this situation so you can at least
have some sanity.
take care
fb

[oxyaddict420]

Not sure if you mean Maker as in God.. If so then maybe yeah you are right.. If you mean my parents, then thats a BIG HELL NO!  Nothing about why this was done had anything to do with me.. Especially since she will have her percosets, he will have his oxy's and I wont have sh!t!!!!!

But the up side to all of that is that I am going to RE-CLAIM MY LIFE!!  I AM GOING TO GET CLEAN AND OFF NARCOTICS AND FEEL AGAIN..  

I WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE SWEET LOVE TO MY FIANCEE WITHOUT BEING IMAPTENT FROM THE PILLS---

I have done better in this last 3 weeks than I have in over a year.. I have had things happen that tell me IT IS TIME!!    After a while I will have a huge post saying "IM CLEAN,,NOW WHAT!!!!"   LOL

[oxyaddict420]

If you had read my whole post then you would have seen that I REQUESTED A RE-TEST MANY TIMES!  I was declined that oppertunity.. another reason I was so pissed.. I know that those tests are not 100% bullsh!t proof..

On to the other matter of my parents.. Yeah I know then better than anyone and this has NOTHING to do about helping me out.. I t has EVERYTHING to do with being selfish, for reasons I wont even post on here.. Point is all I wanted was maybe a 1 month heads up after years of my parents selling me this ****!!  Anyway, I will be doing what needs to be done regaurdless..  I am the only person that has control of me..  I will do this one way or another..  I will not go through cold turkey withdrawl again thats for sure.. I have been able to control not abusing my pills for about 3 weeks now, and I have no intention to start.. That doesn't mean it can't or wont happen.. But again this is ON ME!!  I WILL BEAT THIS ****!!

[marcatj]

hun, this may be tough to comprehend, but maybe it's direct help from your Maker, no matter why they chose to do this...

w/d's will not kill you.  you survive them.  so maybe it's just a kick in the butt to help you get off sooner.  i know you have a plan, but things don't always work out that way.. sometimes, in the long term, they work out better altho it may not feel like it at the moment.

hang tough buddy... it's gonna all work out...

:)
mj