Rose, are you sending me vibes????

[addict3]

I crave every day, most always I can put it away and go on with something else. I just woke up from a short nap got around and WHAM, I WANT A PILL OR 2!!! BAD. I have plenty locked in the safe that I only have the combo 2.(that is real smart!) today is 12 days with none and typing this has helped a little but what the hell has happened here?
maybe  all I needed is to write it down sorry.

[addict3]

I think I just sent you a PM. dont know how to use this site well enough yet but it is day 13

[Rose703]

Well maybe we're sharing vibes??? The weird thing is I have been so good about not really having any bad cravings, but this morning was a wake up call for me. I'm 30 days clean and when I woke up I just started this mad search for a pill or two or three!! LOL!! It's not funny, but I swear it was like someone or something else had taken over my mind and I had nothing more than pills going through this thing I call a brain!!
Maybe you and I should spend some more time chatting and work together to get through this!! I'm about to settle down and watch a movie with hubby, Charlie Wilson's War, but I will be back on here in the morning. Hang tough and keep posting about your cravings as it has really helped me today. There's so much love and support on this forum and I'm proud to be part of it. I just hope that I can help someone else as much as I've been helped!! Have a nice evening and stay away from the safe!!