Hey there, I'm new to the forum so, hello everybody and thanks in advance for any help I receive. My name is Alex and I'm 19 years old, I started using heroin when I first turned 17, before that it was vicodin, percocet, oxycontin, and fentanyl. When all that became to expensive, that's when my heroin addiction began. I should mention I don't bang, I smoke my garbage on a piece of foil, I have shot before but I have managed to keep away from needles. I have a very large habit now compared to back then, I do about 2 or 3 grams a day. I have been through rehab and counseling for a six month period before and have tried quitting numerous times on my own without success.. The problem is.. there is no escaping it for me. My older brother and mom do heroin as well and I am living with them both. So even if I was to go to treatment again, I would come back to them smoking in front of me and smelling it in the other room when they are trying to be secretive about it. I really want to get clean, I hate being so pale and skinny. I used to be in shape, play sports and be an active person.. For how often I smoke in one day it's going to be so difficult to just get through the day without loading a tray and smoking. Any help would be greatly appreciated.. Thanks!