I just total my car and late on my bills due to a big accident and this is my 3rd, 4th time? I don't know but I really can use some real advices, wisdom, help, etc...I've cut down but now I've been on pain literally and air bag hit my head and what not, also I wish I can just get rid of this addiction never thought it was this super bad like super bad. So, yeah...I'm just confused, depressed and I lost my Grandpa, Accidents, Ticket and this year been super rough like ONE thing after another and this time. I am determined to do so cause my Birthday just passed and I cannot keep doing the same thing over and over again but when you're a lone it's harder before when I had people around it was bit easier. Thanks. Love
-Dee