this is misshelpme209 I hope I am not over posting, it has been awhile since I wrote I am having my bad headaches still it has been 15 or 16 days since my Dr. lowered my 4 a day oxycodone to 3 a day I am starting to eat more but these headaches I cant stand them what do I do it feels like you are going to die I am scared, I see the Dr. on the 17th of this month and then they want to do X4 15mg is that wisw?? I do not know see a long story short, 4 yrs and 5 major surgeries I have NO more pain and now going off the meds the soma was no problem I will not take the one time a day flexeril it makes my mouth so dry you cant swallow, that says to take one a day and the pain pills to take as needed 3 times a day willl the flexeril help it is 10mg I know it is not narcotic but tylenol and aspirin do not help and either does stress you all have helped me so much when I looked up for a support group of some kind you all told me so much,,well what I read you all have posted but now am I jumping the gun to fast ? should I not worry about the headaches? that is my biggest scare right now I feel is it an anurisum? sorry cant spell it,,what can I do ? anyone please help me,thank you and bless you all I now know this is NOT easy, sincerelly misshelpme209 oh I am a 51 year old woman who is probebly being a bady but very insecure right now. alone for 2 weeks starting tomorrow and dont even want to go in a car or cab not even leave my house and I have an elderly ex Mother in law I need to take care of for 2 weeks while her son is gone and she is in the comunity next to me I just have to go in the golf cart to her park but my friend lauri said she will help me but this is ALOT of stress for me right noiw and I feel my ex husband is very selfish to do this at this time when I have been there for his family for over 21 yrs I am not one who exspects in return when u do good for someone but now I feel I never want to see him again not even friends I know this sounds mean but if you knew the whole story you would understand again ty so very much for taking the time to read this it is even hard to go on the computer I am in Arizona and it is 1007 am here right now it will be a few hours b4 I am back on, ty God Bless misshelpme209