I want drugs

[julie1224]

I have been off for a while but i cant get the feeling of wanting more am i just not done with the meds or does everyone feel like this?

[sudie58]

i really do feel for you julie, ImDONE, is right we are concerned for you, it seems you have a lot to deal with.but your doing well if thats all your taking, i wish i could help more, look after yourself,

[dovecottage]

people usually use this site for help or advice or even support. what do you need help with?.... Dove

[ImDONENoMore]

I think everyone is just concerned about you Julie - and want to see you get the help you need.  It's great that you have your Dr. and psychiatrist to talk to but what do you do between the times you see them?  You're suffering so there has to be another way to get the support you need - and the help to get off of the ghb - that's a really heavy duty drug and it concerns us that you are taking this stuff.  Are you on your own?  Is there someone there with you to help you through all of this?  We're just worried and you obviously are concerned as well because you came here - and this is a great place for support but what are you doing at home to deal with these issues?

[like_mom]

I'm not that familiar with narcalepsy, I thought it was difficulty staying awake and not staying asleep. Pardon my lack of knowledge. I was talking about maybe an in treatment program? It sounded like you had a lot of medical disorders and that maybe some in patient would better suit your situation. I could be very wrong, and I apologize if this offended you.
I know for me if I could I would welcome some time off in patient. :)

[julie1224]

what kind of help are u talking? i have a psy dr and a reg dr.  I only get really loopy with the xyrem.  I have pretty good days but at night its like dr jeckle and mr hide.  thats when i crave more i was on this med before and got off cold turkey really didnt affect me.  but the was put on it again because no matter what i take i cant sleep, but even though i feel rested more with the med i dont know how i dont get more then 3 hrs at a time.  i could be sound asleep at 11 then at 130 be wide awake and not go back to sleep till 630 go to sleep and ready to go at 830.  This narcolepsy has me all messed up i dont like taking the xyrem but i cant"sleep" without it.  Also I have such poor judgement when i take it.  I just want to go to bed at night and wake up in the morning with NO drama and be good enough to stay awake all day!

[like_mom]

Julie, I've no better words than what's been said above. I truly believe you need outside help in a controlled medical facility. Please be careful, you're worth it!!!!