I'M FREE

[gizzy32]

Now that this fog has lifted
And i can finally see
Everything i ever wanted
Has always been in front of me

It feels so good to be myself again
And no longer live in fear
I'm getting stronger everyday
And lucky to be here

No more hurt and no more pain
And all those sleepless nights
No more giving in
Cause i have learned to fight

So when i'm feeling down
And i don't know what to do
I find comfort in this place
When i talk to all of you

[LIZZIE LOU]

yes...he did...he and his wife both went.

he called me the next morning and said that they picked up their "surrender" chip.  i tried not to question him alot about it though...this is something that they need to do on their own.  (i hate when that happens...a mom is a mom...lol...and i want "details")

[gizzy32]

oh i meant to ask you, did your son go to another N/A meeting?

[BlottedOut]

im sending a truck driver down to macon, ga today lol ill let him know its goin to be warm

[LIZZIE LOU]

lolol...come on down!

67 and sunny today (HA HA)

[BlottedOut]

ya i dont blame ya there lol, i went to bed at like 2 am and woke up at 6 am ready to wake up lol, i even feel like i got a good nights sleep lol oh did you go check out my two poems in my journal, i spent like hours writing these poems and hardly anyone commented on them, i was hoping to get lots of comments being that i wrote them for all my friends on here

[gizzy32]

well i had nightmares all night so i was up at 5am grrrrrrrr, but for some reason i feel so much better today, just this past 2 weeks i feel like im up and down, but that's ok. i might go to the rink today and take out some of my aggresion, lol.