Im so bored

[Crispy]

I'm so bored its 12:51am GF is sleeping dogs are sleeping TVs on in the back sound of the ceiling fan. meh this is the time of day i hate this is when the drugs use to keep me company. Hmmm idk.

[tztlady]

You are right.  Using was a full time job.  I find certain times of day I really miss the buzz.  Then I think it through and distract myself by remembering the counting pills, the wds,  the planning around the pills, etc.
Hang in there.  posting is a good alternative.

[justlikeyou]

practice some gratitude, you have a roof, gf, dog, bed,toilet. they are all things you WILL lose if you continue useing.

write a list of all the things you are grateful for next time you get 'so bored'

if you cant think of at least 30 your not trying hard enough.

il give you the first 2.

im grateful for,

1.my life
2.some hope