Hi I have problems falling asleep and controlling my mind. I have constant mood swings and get myself in situations where I will be really angry at someone for small things. My mind takes it the wrong way. I wish I can understand it all and process it different. It's holding me down and wont let go.
Have you tried amino acids to help with mood? It sounds like you are really down. Look in my journals for the amino acid post and see if those things would help you. Until your mood comes up. You may have a tough time taking control of anything in your life.
Good luck and Keep posting.
thanks for your help I am tryin real hard but is very hard, the people I known since I was grade 5 really get in my head and know how to tick me off. I feel i'm losing my mind sense of reality, My group of friends if I leave them I will have nobody and I am not good at meeting new people, I don't trust people easily and they always backstab me in the end. I dont know what to do I wish I didnt feel any emotions.
Yes God is there for you. I smoked pot for 20+ years. It never enabled me in social situations. I felt like the person on the inside looking out. Invisible. Life is brighter without it and so are you. and I. I can see you're depressed from your tags. Keep coming here and try to give yourself some time without it. (smoke) It may be a depressant to you.
I believe in God. So I will pray for you with my son , little D right now. May you spirit be refreshed and full of hope. Love yourself you are worthy. Message me if you want.
Sounds like u need new social situations. Found new people places or things that don't require to smoke. I gave up on a group of friends that I have known since I was 6. In 28 yrs now eight r dead. Luckly I was blessed with several social groups, those that I thought were lame n boring now seem new n exciting. Once this passes n u will pass thru it. Use this forum it has saved my life in just 8 days. Its quite now, people trying to sleep but post again. U will find great help here